times always flies.
it's already aug 2006, n yet it seems like we have just finished celebrating CNY..
soon, i will be leaving my first job and move on to prevent myself from stagenting.
if life is a story a book, it's a big big big story, no one will know the ending till we want it to be.

seems like i will not be able to break out from this cycle.. how i wish life is more simpler, more laughter and less frowns n unhappiness.
i dunno what to say.
hao xiang ku, duo zai ni de huai li ku
bu xiang shu, shu diao wo men de xing fu

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seems like my memory of jon is fading.. thou seeing his name still gives mi a thrill..
i'm scare, scare that he'll become less and less important to me gradually.
scare, scare that i will give up on God, and his love. Scare that life will take over me, and i will forget who i am.
Scare, scare abt many things.

Tired, tired of many things.. is it my choice? or is it something that i want to act like? i haven found the ans yet. . :(