点给他的几首歌。。

风吹落最后一片叶
我的心也飘着雪
爱只能往回忆里堆叠
oh~给下个季节
忽然间树梢冒花蕊
我怎么会都没有感觉
oh~整条街都是恋爱的人
我独自走在暖风的夜
多想要向过去告别
当季节不停更迭oh~
却还是少一点坚决
在这寂寞的季节
艳阳高照在那海边
爱情盛开的世界
远远看著热闹一切
oh~我记得那狂烈
窗外是快枯黄的叶
感伤在心中有一些oh~
我了解那些爱过的人
心是如何慢慢在凋谢
多想要向过去告别
当季节不停更迭oh~
却永远少一点坚决
在这寂寞的季节
又走过风吹的冷冽
最后一盏灯熄灭
从回忆我慢慢穿越
在这寂寞的季节
还是寂寞的季节
一样寂寞的季节


作词：娃娃作曲：陶喆
演唱：陶喆

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反映出我现在的心情。。真的好寂寞。。 身边连一个好朋友都没有。我想，我的人
真的好烂。。 no one seems to enjoy my company, no one is asking me out anymore.
. it's so sad.. what went wrong?
Anyway, life is for us to look forward.. so must do so.. i've gave myself
7 mths to slack, and have reached the end of this road le.. so now, either
move on to be an FA, which I want in terms of certain job scopes, else,
is to find a perm job, so that next time this year, it's me who's getting
4 mths bonus with pay increment..
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Around this time last week.. rec an sms from Mr Sim, asking me if i'm interested
in going to 力宏's concert on the following day.. I wasn't expecting him
to msg me, so only checked my phone half an hour later or so.. anniway,
my reply was Wan Wan! Thanks! =).. that was around 10 pm plus.. but he didn't
reply me back.. i waited till 12 plus, and gave up, i couldn't possibly
bhbly call him up and confirm with him right..
Well, anyway, his reply came at 10 plus on the following day, asking me
to call him at 2 plus at noon to confirm meeting time and place.. I decided
to wait till 230 to call him, but he msg me at 2 pm, asking to me/et at
stadium cove, and asked me if i'm driving.. Well, in order to force him
to send me home, i told him that my brother took the car out, and i've gotta
take the bus there.. and even asked him if he wana come fetch me.. but he
diplomatically refuse to fetch me.. =(
So instead of being able to see him on Tesday for the Church musical, i
got to meet him on Sunday too.. Had Mos, and it's to Stadium Cove to Q..

Around last year this time, both of us were also at Indoor Stadium to watch
林忆莲's concert.. and now, we're back there to see 力宏。。回想起来，也
不清楚去年我对他的feelings. I guess, i wouldn't mind him if he likes me
that time, cos he's attractive in term of my criteria, but I balently kept
my distance, cos I still prefer him as a friend, and at that time, my dream
of going to US to find Jon was still burning passionately.. 但是风水轮流
转，一年后的我，在无理头的情况下却为他着迷了。。 and have lost my initial
passion towards Jon.. which also, as a result, caused me to lose my direction
in life, cos i no longer have a dream that I wana achieve.. 哈哈原来罪魁
祸首是沈先生。。
the concert was not bad, but most importantly, i spent the evening with
him under the stars, listening to romantic ballads by 力宏。。 but alas..
nothing.. nothing works out.. so I must keep in mind.. this guy doesn't
likes me.. no.. not at all.. must bear in mind!! 牢记在心!


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爱你,
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你,
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己,
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜

爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情
温柔的安抚,
我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容
wo~~
多么自然

forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由

爱情,
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
wo
多么自然
你感动的眼睛,
我沉默的声音,
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
ilove you ~~
直到永远
oh
forever love
forever love
forever love