Friday, December 30, 2011

30 Dec 2011..

Gonna see you in about 1.5 hours more..
hope you're sleeping like a baby now before going over to susu jie place..
lotsa butterflies are in my stomach now.. having that quesy feeling again..
as much as it hurts me to see you, and pretending that nothing ever happened, the chance of being able to see you again outweighs this pain.. i like you so much that i'll just pretend that nothing ever happened, and chat with you as thou we are just friends.. which we are..
i'm so dreading the gathering later.. but i realli realli wanna see you again, to be seated besides you, hear you speak, talk about your life, how poor thing you are, see and hear you smile and just to be able to be in your presence.. thanks for giving me such a wonderful belated xmas gift..
thanks..
God.. please give me this courage and strength..

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